Walking in the street with pride and dignity!
Have you ever feel when things went in the wrong direction and you ask yourself why is this happening? Have you feel like you wish you can do things different? Have you ever regret doing something or wish they never did something? Well, I’m feeling some type of way tonight. And I’m gladly to express how I feel at this current moment.
I’ve been thinking of the men that I dealt with in the past. Of course in the beginning, it’s the happiest moment you ever experienced and you couldn’t help yourself but to smile and think about that wonderful times. Later on down the line, things start to change and it’s like a slap in a face instantly. Constantly getting into disagreements, arguments, fights, and hurting each other’s feelings. That’s when the trust issues develops and your world intends to fall apart.
I had dealt with men who had taken advantage of me for money, sex, transportation, and other things he’s able to get too. I felt very hurt about it! I haven’t done nothing wrong but showing the man loyalty, kindness, trust, and respect. I felt when I gave my all to him, I get no appreciation or the love as a return. People who are very thoughtful like me don’t deserve to be treated like crap. Sometimes I wanted to express my anger by beating the crap out of him but I had to think twice about that. I will not go to jail.
I’m not the type that ask for too much but I just want to be appreciated and respect. I try my best to be a good and strong woman. I just had enough of people taking my kindness for weakness, call or text me when they want something, and being disrespected. I’m not gonna let anybody break or destroy me. All I can do is pray to God that he send me something special. Goodnight!